Back Again....Fly High just like a Butterfly

I'm back on writing again and hopefully this something that I can do from "NOW" on with much consistency.... sigh!! It's been awhile since the last time I was able to update my blog and that is because I can't really find the right inspiration that will push my self and satisfied my appetite of putting my ideas, opinions, and experiences in writing. I have so many things that run through my mind and I feel that the so called "PAKIALAMERA" in ME has so many "SAY" about anything and everything under the scorching heat of the sun, So many things that cross my mind that I can write about but I just cant really pull myself together in writing it, But now while in the office and not doing anything (I hate being idle!!!) I just find myself composing this very same entry in my notepad while I'm just waiting for a call to come in and like a river that continuously free flowing I feel the gist suddenly to write (as it is still avail time!!!) 

I don't know but sometimes when you feel down and troubled that's where you find your inspiration to have everything set in motion, Just like now I feel emotionally drain and I need diversion that I can focus my mind on and thankfully writing is something that I turn to, Don't get me wrong though I have friends and I guess lots of friends who will wholeheartedly can spare there free time and not even there free time at all just to listen and be someone that I can lean on but then I choose to do otherwise, I guess most of us, needs a time alone to re-assist ourselves or just to simply have your own private space that you can spend your time with, a safe zone, Just like a butterfly's metamorphosis, before it became a beautiful and colorful butterfly it undergo cycle, the caterpillar need to keep its self inside the pupa and after like forever it emerge to become beautiful butterfly that spread its wings and see the world in a new whole level. We as individual may find a time to be alone for awhile, you emerge from our own private pupa space,  you fly and you will see life in a much clearer, meaningful level

                                              Spread your wings and prepare to fly
                                                  For you have become a butterfly
                                                  Oh, fly abondonely into the sun