I don't know but sometimes when you feel down and troubled that's where you find your inspiration to have everything set in motion, Just like now I feel emotionally drain and I need diversion that I can focus my mind on and thankfully writing is something that I turn to, Don't get me wrong though I have friends and I guess lots of friends who will wholeheartedly can spare there free time and not even there free time at all just to listen and be someone that I can lean on but then I choose to do otherwise, I guess most of us, needs a time alone to re-assist ourselves or just to simply have your own private space that you can spend your time with, a safe zone, Just like a butterfly's metamorphosis, before it became a beautiful and colorful butterfly it undergo cycle, the caterpillar need to keep its self inside the pupa and after like forever it emerge to become beautiful butterfly that spread its wings and see the world in a new whole level. We as individual may find a time to be alone for awhile, you emerge from our own private pupa space, you fly and you will see life in a much clearer, meaningful level
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Oh, fly abondonely into the sun
