Its was almost 1 month and 8 days since I left TRG Philippines Inc. and do the most challenging and hard decision that I have made this year so far. It was a tough decision but looking back now, I feel that at that time that I don't have any option or choice at all. When I tender my resignation last May 26, 2011 everything turned out to be quick and fast. I finished my clearance at the office and finalize everything. Saying your goodbye is something that was hard to do especially when you saying it to those people that mattered to you but that's how life really is. It was hard to say my goodbye to all the memories that I have for the almost 2 years of stay at The Resource Group but life is as they all says is NO PERMANENT and always a CONSTANT CHANGE. I just woke up one day that everything is no longer the same and no longer what it used to be. My heart was full of bitterness towards some people that I feel that never fond of me and those people that I feel betrayed and hurt me but then I realize that my wont be able to move on and continue my life without releasing all this bitterness inside.
Right after my resignation I decided to have the ball start rolling and that I don't have any option of slack up because my family needs more than anything now. I have to make sure that I will be able to pay our monthly bills which I am afraid that I will be late in paying it as I no longer have any source of income as of the moment.The process of undergoing the same tedious process of applying is really tiring but then when you got the job offer all the frustration, failure, anxiety are all gone. Right now I am contentiously trying to move on and starting my life a new. Another new challenges, new friends to be with, new company to work with, a new life that looking at and hopefully this time around this is something that for keep, something that I will be enjoying, something that is a will be more successful career wise and something that I will be proud of.
